Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Mass or Nothing?

So it's a funny thing when you finally learn the big lesson of "no regrets", by watching it in action.

So there is a girl, a very lovely yet broken girl. I love her dearly and know that the thing she is running towards are brash, and set the "worried line" deeper into my brow, but there is nothing I can do, nor should I do.

It's all wonderfully horrible actually. It's not till your teaching about regret, and the student says they understand, yet in their eyes you can see they do not, do you yourself truly begin to understand "no regrets". It's the steps they take down their own path, and only after that path has ended, will they truly come to understand what you were trying to show them.

It's after all that that you come to truly understand... There is no "good", there is no "bad", it's all relevant to the perception of the individual and how they use their actions to enrich their lives or ignore the value completely. Positive equals mass and there fore fills space and negative equals a lack of mass and there fore empty space, so it's up to one's self to learn and fill the space or ignore and leave the space empty...

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Smile

Every time it happens,it just gets a little bit better. The smiles come faster the laughter is fuller, things feel's nice.I kind of don't want it stop any time soon. I like smiling.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Honest

It's a bad thing when you know you're not being completely honest with some one and even worse when that some one happens to be yourself. I just don't know how to steer these things? And in things I mean emotions.
Do you say it, just open your mouth and let it all fall out, at the risk of being a complete jack assed fool. Or do you bite your tongue and just let time take its course and see?
I've never been very good at these things, and the few times I've taken advice about it... Well I should have just left well enough alone.
WWSS? What would Steve say? Seriously, he's the one that always gives me the most blunt and honest truth, the one that kicks me hard for being such a blind idiot at the moment and time, and not listening to my own words. Your gut is usually a pretty reliable thing. So WWSS? WAKE UP!
Stop guessing, either just fucking do it, or shut the fuck up about it and move on girl. Seriously that's all you got to do.