Beautiful Boys

I heard your voice just the other day
all coming back to me like it was yesterday
You where in your chair
hand round your cup
You smiled at me
like you always did
Sly eyes flickering with sapphire fire
The waves of your laughter
washed over me and sent a pulse up my spine
My hand reaching for the space
where your hand should have been

I saw you between the flakes of fairy dust
flickering between shafts of light
You where long and lovely there
afternoon sun kissing you shoulder and neck
You pulled to bring me close
as you always did
Deep hungry eyes making me sink
Soft velvet in your voice
wrapping me up in it making my skin tingle
I blinked just then walking to wards the chair
where your kisses should have been

I felt you in my arms last night
Gentle and warm as you laid there
So tender and sweet as you slept
Your hair like satin between my fingers
You squeezed so tight
I nearly lost my breath
Polished jade peered through lazy lashes
As soft dry lips brush against my chin
I awoke just then fingers grazing the space
where your body should have been