Somebody, any body, please, please, please explain to me WHY!?! Why do men not care, or mind to openly confess that they are selfish, self centered, me, me, me, little boys that can't seem to see past there own noses? I am boggled by the notion that there are people in the world that can't step outside themselves for a little bit, think of others for a change?
An why in the fuck do I keep finding them. Why do they "think the world of me." when in all honestly they don't! Because if they did, they wouldn't feed me bullshit on a silver plated spoon and try and tell me it's all real. I can see the chips in the plating and smell the cat food that's supposedly patte, Wanker...
Here it is, just a few things I would like to find. Handsome, honest, funny, witty and smart, something a bit on the artistic/creative side. NOT a liar, not so self absorbed that that I could never live up to there silly idealistic bullshit. Fair, honorable with a respectable moral compass and common since, dear gods please let him have some common fing since. Seriously why are these thing so hard to find? All these little boys running around and not one really bloody man to spare?
It's sad when you think you may have even found what you're looking for, but so over come with feeling and caring the fear of ever loosing is too much to bare. This shit just sucks...
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